Cap - Boy London, Tshirt - Pop Boutique, Bag - Charity Shop, Creepers - Ebay, Necklaces - Ebay.
Yooooo (that felt appropriate to start off with seen as i'm feeling gangstaaaa for wearing this cap) i said i'd do this post with this cap a lonnnggg time ago but then i bought something else then another thing then another thing and before i new it, i had abandoned the poor thing. i'm a little bit in love with Boy London at the moment, i'm hoping Shaun buys the black cap so i can steal it off him. i have a patent black obey cap to show you guys too, sounds weird right? patent cap? but we like weird! speaking of weird, how fucking cool is this t shirt, tie dye with some like crazy alien thing on it, i got it from Pop Boutique when i was in Manchester, Shaun was kinda like rightttttttt, and what would you wear that with? pink socks and leopard creepers is the obvious answer of course. i love the colours in it, i want some more tie dye tshirts but seen as its 'on trend' now they've all shot up in price, grrrrrr.
Feeling abit stuck in a rut at the moment, i hate college, it feels so pointless but everyone wants you to have further education qualifications behind you these days so its like i have to stick it out, even though its not even what i want to do anymore. money wise, i have it but it seems to just be disappearing, going into holidays when actually i've got a giant insurance payment coming to bite me on the ass soon then an MOT and all that stupid car shit. i hate hate HATE being skint because that means relying on other people and thats like my worst bloody nightmare. Its all making me not want to go New York so my money can be MY MONEY, how crazy is that, how could i not want to bloody go?! money ey, fucking bastard. so yes, its leaving me feeling all confused and annoyed, 'i'm 18 i've got plenty of time' yes ino thats what people will say but i wanna get on whatever path i'm supposed to be on NOW. Its one of them, i know where i wanna be i just don't know how to get there things. people say to me, what do you wanna do, i'm like, start my own clothing label and there like erm yehhhhh. cus yes, i know thats something alot of us wanna do and its that kind of, 'i wanna be a pilot', 'i wanna be a footballer' answer you give when your 5 but its what i want and i will do, i just don't have the tiniest clue how to yet.
why am i even up? ... actually, i'll answer that, i'm supposed to be doing coursework, i haven't, it's in tommorow. yayyyy can't wait for the morning! :|
au-revoir guys xx